Just for tonight I’m going to let myself miss him. Only tonight.
I miss the way he sings me to sleep.
I miss the way he holds me so close to him when we’re falling asleep.
I miss the way we laugh together.
I miss our talks…we can talk about anything and everything.
I miss our date nights.
I miss watching football and music videos with him.
I miss kissing him.
I miss being close to him.
I even miss our arguments – as ridiculous as they may be.
I MISS HIM.
It’s possible I’ll hate myself in the morning for writing this, but right now I don’t give a damn.
I’m giving myself permission to miss him this much…just for tonight.